He made things crystal clear finally- there’s no future for us that he sees. So what the hell am I doing? I’m being a dumbass hoping that his eyes will open and realize how he can’t lose me but turns out that’s not the case. I never thought getting answers could be so painful. I don’t regret crying over anyone, crying means you cared a lot about that person (or still do) and that’s one thing you should never regret.