I prefer living alone so I’ve been looking for studios and found some that I really like for a good price in the downtown long beach area. I think I should get a second job though so I can support myself better and not spend my whole paycheck on rent. I still think its messed up how things are happening for me under these circumstances but whatever. It is what it is even though it’s so screwed up. Bottom line is that I need to get away from the bullshit and be on my own again.