Yeah, that’s my pale ass leg and my cool Nike free runs and I’m guessing my arm thats the big blur? I took this photo when I was stretching before I ran/walked for 2 hours earlier today. That’s a big deal to me bc first of all, the sun was out- with my health condition I get rashes and super weak when in the sun- secondly, I HATE running! But today I freaking pushed myself and was so motivated! I was listening to my music, smiling at everyone, energetic and being sweaty didn’t bother me. Even the pain from my joints were ok. It was surprising. 

The funny thing is, my situation hasn’t gotten any better. I’m still without a second job, broke, and struggling but lately I’ve been happy. It’s hard to explain why but I guess I just decided that I’m gonna be more productive and change how I deal with this. Of course I’m stressed out, but I just can’t be sad. It’s not in my nature. There’s so many things I have to look forward to and still possess that I can be thankful for. Feeling sorry for myself will only get me so far. But getting shit done, applying for jobs like a mad woman, pushing my body even though doctors doubt me…now I can be proud of myself. Good things will come when they’re supposed to. My commitment is to put in the hard work. 

But to those who have shown their amazing support and love…you have left me speechless. It feels like it could take a lifetime to find this kind of loyalty. Thank you, I’ll never forget it and I’ll do the same to you. I hope my journey can inspire others to not give up on their dreams. There’s always always a path for you!

Yeah, that’s my pale ass leg and my cool Nike free runs and I’m guessing my arm thats the big blur? I took this photo when I was stretching before I ran/walked for 2 hours earlier today. That’s a big deal to me bc first of all, the sun was out- with my health condition I get rashes and super weak when in the sun- secondly, I HATE running! But today I freaking pushed myself and was so motivated! I was listening to my music, smiling at everyone, energetic and being sweaty didn’t bother me. Even the pain from my joints were ok. It was surprising.

The funny thing is, my situation hasn’t gotten any better. I’m still without a second job, broke, and struggling but lately I’ve been happy. It’s hard to explain why but I guess I just decided that I’m gonna be more productive and change how I deal with this. Of course I’m stressed out, but I just can’t be sad. It’s not in my nature. There’s so many things I have to look forward to and still possess that I can be thankful for. Feeling sorry for myself will only get me so far. But getting shit done, applying for jobs like a mad woman, pushing my body even though doctors doubt me…now I can be proud of myself. Good things will come when they’re supposed to. My commitment is to put in the hard work.

But to those who have shown their amazing support and love…you have left me speechless. It feels like it could take a lifetime to find this kind of loyalty. Thank you, I’ll never forget it and I’ll do the same to you. I hope my journey can inspire others to not give up on their dreams. There’s always always a path for you!

  1. vesperfairchild said: Go you! Go us! We can do this despite our challenges!
  2. bellafunt said: you’re seriously the best i am always going to be here rooting for you ♥
  3. now-key said: Get it girllll!
  4. travel-junkies said: :)
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